memories

Moving on is hard to do when part of me still wanna hold on so tightly Everywhere I go reminds me of whats used to be. How his images pops up like a 3D projectile showing off his smiles and his laughter just channel in my ears as sound effect to my never ending memories with brings along pain knowing memories are whats left of it . If I can turn it all around I would. Its ironic how luck starts knocking on my door ever since he left but if I could trade all of it to have him back. I definitely do that without thinking twice. He had always been the best part of me through out this many years.

Ever watch 500 Days of Summer? Oh well, in this case, im not Summer. I played Tom. Just like Summer did. One day, he just woke up and realized I weren't the person hes in love with. I quoted him "The love just fade and theres nothing left other than sympathy and lies. Us is just one of your mistakes." From that point, I wonder just how much pain a person can endures because I feel my world collapse into tinny bits and shatter me that day.