Why do my blog title had the word stay again? Maybe, its 2 a.m, and yes, I just finish watching A Walk to Remember for the 20th times I think while the song Here to Stay by Lenka lingers around my mind. Feel free to ignore this entry, I'm so not on my right state of mind while typing this. Hehe, I had wedding dinner earlier the night, it was beautiful, my first Chinese wedding. Love the food ;) and the songs along with the theme. I wonder, why do singles see many happy couples, and why committed person sees happy singles. It puzzled me. Oh, I admit I am very much envy with my dearest friends with their significant other. All those lovey dovey stuff, makes me turn greeeen! The fight of "i love you more thingy" simply bring out the enormous subtle feeling. The photos posted and the words along with Public Display of Affection driving me nuts. The simple truth behind it is I miss all of it!!
Im fighting through and still struggling to keep me up from falling. I made progress today, I was more than delighted. Thou it is just a slight tiny mini one ;D I lived to impress people around me or like what a friend told me, to please others need rather than self satisfaction. Basically I need to prove them wrong, and I am simply better since I was left behind by the person I hold near the most *I do need a shrink on this issue :p
Is it foolish to still wait and hope for someone who walked away and never looked back even once? Because, I'm here to stay..
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