Dearest,
I miss you, more specifically I miss us. The old us of course. It's had just been a year & 5 days but the memories remain intact in my soul as if everything were to end yesterday. I know our separation had always been entirely my fault and I remain thankful for the kind response every time we crossed path. Till this very day, I'm still puzzled or wonder why I haven't completely move on like you did or simply put haven't erase your entire existence from my life. I gotta admit we both led an amazing life after the split. Maybe the universe is telling me to look ahead w/out turning back. However, my heart refused. It's ironic because I know you aren't the best for me & likewise. It's just so hard to fully let go & release everything of us. Or whatever it is left. You aren't meant for me that's a definite. I don't belong in your ornamental world. I found my place. I know my stand and for once, I'm not gonna let anything destroy my lucid reality because what's left between both of our world is merely reverie. I'm leaving behind everything and moving on.
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