It's nearly 6a.m & the Subuh adhan sound linger around my ears from the nearby mosque. Yes, my better half would probably nag for stay up so late. It's just there's so many wordless emotion crawl thru the night. The truth is, lots had happened in just 9months of the year 2011. Am not complaining about it, just thanking everything that occurred either it was pain or joy. The hurtful moment was blessing in disguise as it rifted my maturity. As he would usually babble out, "you're so not 20 years old my dear, more likely a 6 years old kid". Pain doesn't always meant abominable. I guess I should known better by now. I'm not proud of my drawback but I remain thankful for the chances I always obtain. Well, sooner or later, I'm going to run out of luck. It's not evenly pleasing to admit on flaw however, I'm laying out my cards on the table. Ever come across "book cover judgment"? I do it mostly on daily basis. Till I realize who am I to clearly judge on a person w/out knowing or at least TRY get to know he/she. Moving on to next aberration, I rarely agrees with any other way except mine which cost a major headache to my significant other. Yep, I'm as stubborn as a mule. I like things to be accordingly to my way & I take pride in having it. Who would ever put up with that eh? Apparently, my family especially my Dad & lil sister, my best friends & my better half. Well, big relieve to these people since I'm turning a new leaf here. Maybe not all over the night. Step by step, first on the list is admitting I'm not always right & cross out the part "but I'm never wrong". Will it be that bad to lower your pride for people that care. I guess, it makes 'em stay longer in your life. Something that I would really wanted considering who wanna live alone w/out loved ones? Of course not to include self-loving pride sucker & absolute stubborn species in here.
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