lost

I do seems clueless as day goes by. Somehow a feeling I can't quite get yet how it rupture my emotion and endlessly draining it, I'm lost in between reality and dreams. Abstract and subsistence. Words might not be described coherently at the moment, just ramble of a person redeeming oneself when it simply no way of doing that without the complete picture. A total failure most likely. Nothing profound in me through the endurance. I guilelessly keep falling deep enough into a hole & now I'm crawling to get out of it while the only hands pulling me up is no longer there. It came to a point where nothing else matter anymore. Absolutely nothing. The numbness fuse within. Night trails its curtain, I gasped hopelessly while day do seems rather meaningless. The only door with EXIT embed on it, too far to be reached. Wings please grow stronger.