Dearest you, I'm not good in relationship especially long distance. I'm annoying that's for sure, how I yelled and yes the constant hanging up drives you insane. I pick points to be fought on even the smallest, teeny weeny issue and sulk. Being super childish insecure kid ranked up as my greatest forte. How I need consistence affection and attention for you even on deciding on clothes or food. My clingness is worst than what you could ever imagine & not having you around each day is detestable. Despite all, I'm standing firm & strong by your side, each minute passed by I'd wait for your arrival back to my arms. Our love story might not be a bed of roses, smooth sailing and cinch. Oh well, if I can't change the direction of the wind, then I shall change the direction of the ship. I learn to adapt and accept how things flow. Tolerance and honesty will be our dazzling keys. Your presence intoxicated me & your unconditional love is my bloodline. Will I ever survive without you? Yes, of course. Will I be happily ever after? Most definitely not. We plan things, beautiful things and I can only see myself with you doing all those future plans we make. Ultimately, my loyalty remains intact no matter how far our distance is. My love, watching you standing there alone believing in us, pouring your soul on me. All those hankie pankie and distress I threw on your way, yet not under any condition you look back or walk away, I never find such love crafted so purely.
I love you & already am yours, Amashah Kamaruddin.
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